Looks Like Rain

So he likes me.



I dream about him every night. I have never enjoyed sleep more and I now wake up with a satisfied smile that a boy who is not, a player, heartbreaker, obnocious, obsessed with sex and isn't completelt stupid actually likes me!



And yesterday he told me he loved me.



But no, not in english.



In japanese.



I looked it up on google translator which until he told me I didn't even know existed. I looked at all the links which said I love You. This must be wrong, I thought. But then I looked and it said "Translated to: I love you and next to it Not Quite Right? Edit.



I thought how can it be right. I mean, there's nothing wrong with him. Sure he loves video games but he wants to design them for a living. At last a guy who wants do something realistic! Ok, I know what I want to do may not be counted as "A real job".



But it's happening.



Love.



A real, something.



I'm seeing him tomorrow and I can barely wait and my stomach flips over like a dozen times every time I think about it.

I look hideous. Giant spot on nose! I LOOK LIKE RUDOLPH THE FLIPPING REINDEER!

But Jack says he doesn't care and that we're all tens! At last a guy who isn't all hung up on looks. Is it any wonder he's the one who stole my heart?

The sun is out.

And today it may be raining.

But tomorrow the suns coming out, and everthing I've ever wanted. Ever dreamed up when I was sad will be there with it to take away that feeling, in me. The feeling of eternal loneliness, loss of hope will be gone with rain.

Happier days ahead.

But then no one knows what's around the corner ;)

Speak later my little bloggers.

Love

B

xx